bubble bursts

Only few times in our life do we realise and see what is true. We tend to oversee the most obvious things; rather we choose not to see them. There are times when I have stopped and wondered if I’m happy because I see world the way I want it and have kept myself in a bubble. I fooled myself to an extent that I secretly built a fairytale and kept adding more fantasies and well seems like the prince is never going to show up after all. The bubble has broken and yet I console myself and think otherwise. There’s always a time in one’s life when she wants to hold on so tight and not let go that you almost convince the other the same. And love doesn’t need convincing. When someone asks- do you love me? When are you coming? Will you call me? Anyone would give an assenting reply unless a jerk. It’s never the other person’s fault; for the most part I’ve never listened to what he had to say. He said things what I wanted to hear and not what is true. Probably he dint know what he wanted, no one is ever sure of what they want in life and so I can never blame him for the way I feel. But I can only feel sad for myself, because end of all I’m madly in love even though I can foresee what’s in for me. The funny part being, I’m still hoping for a ‘happily ever after’......